Thursday, April 14, 2016 12:51 AM by Rooter235
I am in a happy healthy relationship since 2 years. My girlfriend is cute, sexy, mature, loving, caring and most of all she's a great truthful soul. I don't mind admitting it, I like sex a lot, more than she does. She's a really true person. She speaks what she has in her heart and i love that about her. But to be honest, it has started to get a little lonely now because she doesn't think beyond what she speaks in front of me. She doesn't feel making that extra 10% effort in a relationship is necessary. I have done everything what i could do for my queen in this time. She has been kept with a lot of honour. I might have given her too much that it has made her very needy now. I think of her smiles 18 hours awake and 6 hours sleeping. I crave to make her suprise, But i dont see that in her. I really love her but I have grown a side which keeps telling me that I want to have sex outside my relationship to stop this urge. I don't have any other targets or options except her. I only have her and i have only her these 2 years. I think of giving this urge a little more time to let it settle on its own. But i dont know what should i do when it doesn't go away. Should i consider cheating. I can't ask her. She'll kill me if she knew I was thinking about cheating. It'll kill her if she knew i did. But i don't want to screw my relationship just because of my urge. I tend to get a little irritated when it gets very dissatisfying.