Friday, August 12, 2016 1:05 AM by Jason
Rating: +15|-13
I've bee married for eight wonderful years. Until 3weeks ago. Last year my wife wanted to loose weight . I don't know why but she works night shift as a nurse and just wanted to get in better shape. We have a gym where we live and 3 years ago I had a heart attack at 37 so I'm more outdoor work out Mountain bike hiking,etc. well for my birthday my brother took me on a golf trip, And my wife oddly was very encouraging about it. I didn't want to really go cause he schedule was such that she would be sleeping cause of her hours . Well the night i get home I went to work out . When I pulled up her car was nowhere near the gym. I go in and the gym is EMPTY I called her two rings and right to voicemail so I text her in apanic and ask is she ok and I'm calling 911 ! Well I was parked next to her car but we got a rental car and I see her running to her car well I pulled up so she could not leave she had THAT O SHIT FACE and I was suspicious cause the gym closes at 10pm and I was totally clueless l told her to get him and gave her my credit card to post bail for me she said he was "just a friend " to this day why I went over there I've never had a gut reaction like that EVER so two days later I bougmy ht a fully loaded JEEP WRANGLER 6 speed so she could not be able to drive it . And paid cash for it . Not bragging because l paid cash . I was so infuriated and I figured when she saw that she would tell me WHY SHE WAS IN ANOTHER MANS APARTMENT!! She was everything to me and I don't have anything to live for I put everything into my marriage and she asked me to move out cause she needs space . I know that she is cheating. I've been I LOVE WITH HER FOR 8 fuckn years she was my best friend my whole world. I never ever thought of suicide EVER but this just hurts too much I'm to overwhelm my family is worried about what I might do and everyone is trying to cheer me up and I just can't get over the look on her face from that night . This is too much for me I'll be 40 in October and i don't think that I'll make it. Lol I was asked what I want for my birthday I said a bottle of Xanax and a bottle of scotch. I would never want anyone to feel the way I'm feeling now
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