Sunday, September 11, 2016 6:24 AM by Guest
so I was with with my girlfriend / fiancé for 3 years and all that time I have been bi curious and I have told her as I trust her with everything. We had spoken about me trying stuff with men but that possibility came with us splitting and I didn't want to do that as I love her. We are about to go our separate ways to go to college, I know I would be tempted there and I didn't want to cheat while being about 4 hours away from her, so a couple weeks before college I got it out of my System and sucked a dick. I didn't enjoy the experience so I guess I'm not actually bi , it was nice knowledge to have but it sort of meant I did something I didn't want to do and I went behind my girlfriends back but yeah I regret it and it was such a dick move. So I've admitted to my ex girlfriend / fiancé what I have done and I've never been so disappointed in my self and I'm just so embarrassed for what I have done.