Well, I'll start from the beginning. I'm a model, so I'm fairly busy, while my boyfriend was a DJ, so we were both busy. He still hated that I was busy. So, one night that I had off, I decided to cook dinner. Alfredo casserole. Family tradition. When suddenly, he came in. He was noticeably drunk. And as he walked in closer I saw that he had fresh hickies on his neck and his hair was disheveled. We hadn't hadsex yet. I actually dropped the pan in shock. I was hurt. We'd been together for almost two years. I put my everything into that relationship. I've quite the temper, so I asked him in a fit of rage and hurt, "What is that on your f*cking neck?!" And you know what he did? He told me that I was never present and that he needed to get pleasured and I wasn't offering, so he got it from somewhere else. We argued for quite some time. He also told me that it wasn't his fault I couldn't please my man. It hurt so bad. I left our house that night and went to my cousin's, whom I'm close with. I haven't seen him since.