I'm writing this in incognito mode because I don't want there to be a trace of this story. If my husband where to find out it would be the end of our marriage, I would lose the money I have, and I might even lose custody of my daughter. With that said I have this relationship looming in the back of my mind every hour of everyday, I can't tell anyone about it, where i'm from no one would understand, or keep this secret so i'm going to share it anonymously. It all started in a mommy and me class. My husband works most days in a hospital in Harrisonburg Virginia as a surgeon, and he picks up extra shifts working the ER some nights. I don't mind his working extra because he provides a lifestyle I have grown accustomed to. I care deeply for my husband, but in all honestly I did seek him out in college for the simple fact he was going to be a doctor. Well anyways my whole world changed that day at the mommy and me class. My daughter is 7 months old, and my husband hardly is active in her life due to his busy schedule. It came as no surprise that he decided not to attend the mommy and me class because he needed to catch up on his rest, so I went alone (which I always do). Anyways there was another mother(Rose) their with her child. We sat next to each other, and our children kept making faces with at one another which we both bonded over. Rose and I got to talking and getting to know each other. I learned that she used to be an elementary teacher, but is taking time off to raise her child. She is also married and her husband is a construction worker, he also works long days, and hours. They had just moved to Harrisonburg from West Virginia because there is more work for construction. I realized that Rose probably had no friends, so I decided to see if she wanted to have a play date sometime. She said she would love that and I invited her to come by the house the next day. My husband was at work by the time Rose and her son came by. Both of our kids are really young, so the play date ended up being just putting them in a kiddy pin and watching them move around. I offered Rose tea, water, or even cheap box wine(it was to early to open up anything fancy). She said she’d take some wine, and I decided to join her. I can't lie I do drink most days, and tend to start a little early. So anyways Rose and I were drinking, and chatting. At first we were chatting about like really nonchalant things, then Rose asked me what my husband does for a living because we live in a really big house in a very nice neighborhood. I told her, and she was like “oh he must work so much.” I was like yes he does. She asked how we met, and I told her. Then we started talking about the stress of marriage, and having children, and how the sex life really goes downhill. I agreed with her, but in the back of my mind I was thinking that my husband and I’s sex life has never been very great. I have never had strong sexual lust for him. As we were talking about our sex lives, I started noticing how beautiful Rose looked that day. She has this beautiful curly long brown hair that fall past her shoulders, her eyes are a light brown color and she has these insanely long thick black eyelashes, her face is lightly littered with faint freckles that drizzle down her neck to her big plump breast. I know she isn't caucasian like myself, turned out she is half white half hispanic. Her exocitic look made me even more attracted to her. I found myself listening less to her, and gazing more breast, and body, and eyes as she spoke (also I had two glasses of cheap wine by this point). Everything was so perfect about her, except for a stray strand of hair that was falling into her cleavage. Without even realizing it I was picking the hair out of her bosom. It wasn't like a quick touch either, my fingers definitely lingered. That moment didn't last long at all, but long enough to feel a shift in the casual mood.  I quickly tried to shift gears, I had no idea what had gotten into me if it were the wine, or what. I never had been with a woman, of course I thought about if from time to time, but I hadn't ever considered living that type of lifestyle, it is not how I was raised, and it goes against all my beliefs, and my family's beliefs. However if I am honest with myself I have always had an attraction to women. So anyways I quickly apologized, and blamed it on my OCD, and I tried to continue what we were discussing. We were both a little awkward for a moment, but then Rose said “have you ever been with a woman before?” I laughed the question off, and quickly said no, that it goes against what I was raised to believe. Hearing that Rose gave me this up and down glance, then gazed at me without saying a word. I could feel myself starting to blush from her gaze. I wanted to say something, but I could say anything, I found myself a little turned on by her intense stare. She broke eye contact with me to look over at our children, I looked over as well and they were both asleep. The Rose started to get up like she was going to leave, but then she held her hand out to me. She told me to turn on the baby monitor, and for me to give her a tour of the house. I agreed, and turned on the monitor, and brought the other one up with me. I showed her the room, and bathrooms etc, then I was like “oh you have to see my closet” and I took her up to my closet in my bedroom(its like its own full size room). Rose was in awe of the room, and she was looking through my close, she came across this really expensive corset that I have hanging in my closet she was like “I bet you look so sexy in this.” I shyly smiled at her, and giggled a little then she was like “I so want to see you wear this.” I was so surprised by the comment, but also pretty turned on. I had never felt that sense of attraction before to someone. I like longed for her, but I didn't want to admit it. She took the corset of the hanger, and handed it to me. I shook my head at her because I was to shy to try it on. Then without hesitation she pulled off her tshirt, and unhooked her bra exposing her huge tits with tiny pink lemon drop nipples. I couldn't tell if her breast where real or fake because they pretty much stayed in place. She stood in front of me for a moment her chest bare, as I was clenching onto the corset. I had so many thought running around in my mind, but the one that was most clear was I want to suck her nipples so bad. I guess Rose knew what I was thinking because instead of handing her the corset to try on like a straight woman would do, I was staring at her boobs like a teenager discovering the human body for the first time. I didn't even see her coming my eyes we to fixated, but I was quickly broken from my trance when I felt her hands grabbing the back of my head, and her warm moist lips connecting with mine. I had no control her body felt so warm against mine, and she smelt so good like pomegranate shampoo, her hair felt so silky as I ran my fingers through it. I felt so turned, on and even though my beliefs said this was wrong, it felt so right I didnt even think about stopping her. I had never had sex with a woman, but it was so natural, and sensual, I knew where to put my hands, I knew how to touch her because it was where I would want to be touched. She was unbuttoning my blouse as I was unzipping her jeans. I was sliding of her panties as she was unbuckling my bra. She gasph in my ear as I slide my fingers inside her wet pussy. I broke apart from her mouth for a moment and slide my fingers out of her, I brought my wet fingers up to out mouths, and we licked my fingers and tasted her salty yet sweet juices. “I want you so bad.” she moaned in my ear. I was so horny at this point I could literally feel the muscle in my vagina contracting I wanted so bad to not only taste her, but feel her bare wet vagina against my bare wet vagina. I wanted us to mix our fluids, and get off just by touch, and sensuality alone. I quicly took off my jean, and Rose slide off my panties. Once we both were naked Rose grabbed my hand, and led me out of my closet through my bathroom and into the bedroom. We both hopped on the bed and started where we left off. Rose laid me down I spread my legs, and get got on top of me. We were still making out, but then she started making her way to kissing my neck, and then she licked her way down to my breast, and she started sucking on my nipples. The feeling of her sucking on them correctly (not how men do it where it doesn't even feel that good) sent sensations throughout that felt like mine shock waves. She stopped sucking on my nipples, and she moved her way down my stomach and then to my vagina with her tongue. I was so excited, so turned on, and overwhelmed with pleasure I didn't even realize when she was so close to my vagina. Then I felt her tongue flick my clit, and I literally flinched with pleasure. The feeling of that one movement sent me to an ecstasy I had never experienced. I couldn't control myself I pushed her head down, and she started licking deep inside of me, her tongue was doing circles, deep in my vagina. My hips were thrusting into her mouth my clit was being massaged by her top lip. I took a handful of her hair, and fucked her face deep, hard, and fast. She didn't fight me, she just keep doing circles inside of me. I was so close to cumming, I could feel my vagina pulsing against her chin, I didn't want to finish that way, but I couldn't help myself. I screamed at the top of my lungs as I came in her mouth. The sound of my scream must of woke the babies because I heard one of them start to make noises. We both didn't care though I let go of her head, looked over at the clock on my nightstand, and saw that it was getting close to six my husband was literally getting off. I didn't care though I needed to taste Rose. “My husband will be off soon but I want you to cum.” I told her. She laid my back, then set up herself, she spread her legs, and scooted her vagina close to my vagina. We both grabbed each other hands, and connected our vagina’s together. We propped up, and started grinding into one another. Both of our pussys were so wet, and felt so slimy rubbing up against one another. I grabbed onto her boob as I was fucking her. We were both staring at each other as we were treading. Our moans were so loud, and the thought that my husband could walk in at any moment was such a turn on. Rose was moaning, and licking her lips as I was grabbing her breast, and our vaginas were creating deep sensual pleasure throughout our bodies. We fucked for less than five minutes before Rose came, and I came again. Once we were finished we quickly got dressed, and went back downstairs. No less than ten minutes later my husband came home, and I introduced the two.  My husband didn't suspect a thing he still does not. Now we have “play dates” for the kids at least 2-3 times a week, and we fuck the entire time. I feel like i'm falling for her, but if I was to leave my husband and she to leave hers we would be broke, and might lose our kids. So for now i'm just going to enjoy the affair. Sorry the story is so long it was just the best day of my life and I had to just get it out, and share it with someone.