Hi,

My girlfriend had been cheating on me for long. I met this girl in my office who was cheated by her ex boyfriend. We used to talk and she told me everything what that guy did to her. Then we end up being in a relationship. We were happy, enjoying and didn't give a damn about this world. I trusted her with my life. We had dreams so alive and beautiful. We even thought of our kids' name. There was so much love, respect between us. 2 years had passed, then we started fighting on trivial issues. In the mean time I had to leave this city due to personal reasons which she was very well aware. This was something I didn't want, who wants to go away from their love? We used to talk on phone. But we used to talk on phone regularly. 

Finally I came back to this city. I knew our relationship is in trouble and I told her that we need to work towards it. She agreed but practically she was not interested anymore. I used to contact her numerous times. I asked her if she had found someone. She said No. I asked her a 1000 times, she always said No. One day she called me and said she is planning to start a business of some network marketing and she wanted me to be her partner. She said this will improve our relationship, we will get time with each other and can plan our future. I had to invest $5500 to get started. I agreed as I trusted her with my life.

In the mean time while I was arranging the money, I got a call from her number and a guy was talking. He said he wanted to meet me. I asked him who he was and why did he want to meet me. He told me his name and said he just wanted to meet me. He didn't disconnect the call. My girlfriend was with him and I could hear them. They were fighting. They guy said "I told you not to contact him, why did you talk to him" and she was defending herself. I listened to the whole conversation and found that she was cheating on me since 1 year. She slept with that guy several times and she was talking to me for the money. I heard her saying she talked to me only for the business. I was shocked, broke and shattered after that. I tried to talk to her about this but she didn't tell me why she did that to me. She blocked me from every social media. I spent my nights crying. Its been a week this happened. At one point I considered commiting suicide but then I realised my life is not to be controlled by such a filthy person. I hate her now. I hate her like hell. I pray God never let anyone in the position where I am now. It hurts and it pains. 

I know how I resist myself from contacting her. I don't want her back but I just wanted some answers. Why she did that to me. I loved her with all my heart, never cheated her. She was my first love, first girl ever in my life. I had dreams with her. But she kept me in the dark.