november 2015 i was asked out by this guy who liked me and i somewhat liked him back it was on a whim however our relationship was perfect in certain aspects we had jealousy problems mostly i though anyway i met another guy december 2015 in class me and this guy just clicked we would text a lot sometimes i  developed a slight crush on him however i had a boyfriend that i wasn't going to break up or cheat on well at least that's what i thought. one day me and the guy who isn't my boyfriend we're playing truth or dare with friends and ended up making it and slightly touching , man i felt guilty but it wasn't guilty over what i had done i felt guilty because i didn't feel guilty if that makes sense anyway we both felt weird and said we wouldn't do anything else since we both thought it was wrong but it felt so right, my boyfriend never found out so our relationship continued however ended up going downhill and came to an end which left me devasted and stuff since i loved him but the attraction to this guy was still there i wanted him in a sexual way and in an emotional way he made me feel good and alive he made me laugh so much he was the guy best friend that i would go to and tell my problems to we started hanging out everyday after my breakup we are currently dating and we are perfect for one another there is no problems at all whatsoever and we both have strong desires for eachother we make love all the time and he is the one who I want to be with