I married my husband when I was 23 years old (I'm now 30). He is my soul mate and I love him to bits. When I met him he was a struggling entrepreneur trying to make ends meet and get his business off the ground. I supported him emotionally and financially throughout this whole process. Now his business is doing great and we live a very comfortable life and he really works hard and makes me proud all the time. Last year he got a project out of town and had to live there. I couldn't relocate because of my job and struggled to find a job that side. So we have been going back and forth on weekends to see each other. Our sex life is healthy even though my husband is a traditional man that tends to stick to basics in the bedroom.  So feeling lonely and bored, I decided to go online and look for guys for NSA fun. I am a very sexual woman (I own plenty of toys) and not having sex on a regular was frustrating to me. So anyway I went online and saw this ad for a guy looking for the same thing I was, he was single. We started chatting and sending each other pictures. My God he was hot! He was a tall, dark black man from Kenya with skin so smooth all I wanted to do was lick it. I sent him my pictures and he thought I was hot! So I agreed to go to his place after I felt comfortable with him. He looked even better in person!!! He towered over me with his height and he had arms so strong I could see my head resting on them. So he comes to greet me at my car and I'm wearing a very skimpy dress. We were both so turned on. We went inside and he had a roommate (I was so annoyed). He fixed me a drink because we were both so nervous. We started playing a drinking game and before I knew it he was kissing me. I have NEVER EVER been kissed so passionately in my life. My husband's not really big on kissing. He kissed me everywhere! And I mean everywhere! My lips, my neck, my back, my bum, my boobs! I was levitating at this point. He touch was so gentle, his lips so soft, his scent so strong and distinct. I came while he was going down on me. He went down on me like he was on death row and I was his last meal ok!? After I came I was so embarrassed. He kissed me, caressed my face and picked me up and pinned me to the wall (my husband has never ever picked me up, he always says I'm heavy *sigh*). He fucked me so hard I was screaming not caring about his roommate next door. I felt so alive and sexy! We fucked 4 times that night. I was on top, he was on top, doggy style, the wall. It was intense. I left in the early hours and before I got into my car he pinned me against my SUV and kissed me and fingered me right there in the parking lot! I wanted to go back inside and have more of him. I left that day knowing I would be back for more. There is just something about African men and their big black cocks. Since then I have been seeing this guy regularly. He even comes to my house when my husband is away. We have sex everywhere and we are so turned on by each other. He gives me massages, kisses me from head to toe (literally) and takes his time trying to please me. I have never orgasimed so much in my life. He is sweet, complimentary, attentive, and damn hot! I want to stop seeing him because I really love my husband and would be devastated if he found out not to mention that I would lose this comfortable life I have become accustomed to because I'm pretty sure he won't forgive me. He has never cheated on me EVER throughout our marriage. The guy I'm cheating with leads a modest life and he seems to be falling in love with me. He says I'm the best thing to happen to him and he's not dating anyone else. Our affair has been going on for a year now. I need help and advise to make me stop because I have lost my head!