Thursday, June 1, 2017 9:10 PM by Guest
Rating: +46|-33
I have been married to my husband for 9 years who i love deeply he is he is a wonderful provider for me and my 2 children a boy18 and a girl 15(who are not his ) but he treats them as his own, he works hard for us but its always been a void due to him not being able to communicate his feelings with me which os something that i crave like sex! Well, my sons high school foortball coach (who I'll call Coach) the small little conversations with me when I would see him at practice those small conversations turned into us texting and we started texting every single day things got a little bit deeper about one month later and we ended up having sex,and it was AMAZING but im almost 40 and sex ks not all that i need or want i need DEEP conversations and little i love u's here and there hes 7 years younger but hes awesome woth everything we do it has now been 3 years in and im in love with him and my husband . Coach and i meet at least 3-4 days a week and hes also good to me ge brings me gifts and will cook to bring me lunch with love notes that touch my heart so DEEP. We will take days off work to spend a day date together and the dates are always fun, exciting, romatinc and freaky lol. But heres the twist hes about to get married in 2 weeks and i don't know how to feel because yes I'm jealous! Hell Im human and it is what it is .I knew he had a girlfriend of 6vyears when i first started talking to him but i felt a lirrle attraction so i said what the hell im married but he proposed to her about 6 months into us now the wedding is 2 weeks away and Im in my feelings its crazy because i went in just having fun and experiencing new things then here goes feelings bursting in . I give my attention where it needs to be even though i have these feelings,but , i have never been in a situation like this its so weird but feels so good . I wanna call it off until after the wedding so ge can focus on what hes doing but he'll go crazy . I think its for the best