I have been going out with my boyfriend for almost 2 years I love him more then anything our relationship was perfect but towards the middle idk whenever I would talk to him he would listen to me but he really wouldn't respond to what I would say and when we talk on the phone at night we don't even really talk he just watches tv and I'm on my phone playing games he is the first boy that I have loved this much but one night an old friend from school messaged me asking how I been I used to have a little crush on him but I had got over it he asked to hang out and like an idiot I said yes we were driving in his car and he was talking to me about his ex and how they cheated on him and everything then he said lets get a hotel to take a nap I said idc but do t get any ideas when we got there I sat down on a chair and he was on the bed then I went to the bed and started watching tv I was falling asleep the best thing I now he is kissing me and I pushed him off but then he did it again and I kissed back then we had sex after everything I started crying I know what I did was wrong and I want to tell my bf but I know if I tell him things between us are over and I love him so much I just don't know what to do