Well, It all started when the guy I was seeing for a 1 1/2 years dumped me out of the blue... I moved on and met someone else who was going out of town for 2 months.. (New dating by this time) This new guy is nothing like my ex.. he's sucessful, sweet, wants and needs me.. So i knew I'd be okay waiting for him.

This is when the guy who dumped me came back into the picture, we first started out as friends and became instantly close again.. and I got hooked to my ex again.. I almost acted like nothing changed that he was my boyfriend.. even though I was dating someone else really.. Well, my new guy ended up texting one day and my ex saw it... he said nothing for an entire mounth.. until now... he told me he knew everything and that he can't trust me and that he's done.. I told him that I was only waiting until he got home.. since its a military based reason that he's gone.. my ex did not believe me of course.

Why would he? I'm a liar, and its fair not to... so while he was talking to me about this I shut down, upset that he wouldn't really care to see what was going on.. I even told him to ask my family and know my intentions were always there... but he didn't want anything else to do with me. So I didn't say anything else, I froze.. I knew I was wrong, but not to the degree that he was thinking..

Anyways, I'm just wanting your thoughts if I should write my ex a letter to explain really whats going on.. or should I just move on and let him think what he wants to..