Talk about a horrible double betrayal... At least you feel horrible about it. Look clearly the sex is great like it's always great in a affair  in the vast majority of cases.. but does it worth to destroy your family and hurt beyond repair your poor cuckold husband, the father of your children.  Looks like You both have communication problems at home (if it's not just excuses to justify your despicable actions..), your husband work a lot so when he come home he's probably tired and just want to relax and he ignores you more but he doesn't deserve to be betrayed, stabbed in the back and cuckolded by his "lovely" wife in his bed no less!  Can you just imagine the humiliation, disgust, revulsion, anger, pain... he will feel when he will learn about your vile betrayal. He will be crushed. And you say that you cheat when the kids are in preschool.. so it's 2, 3 or 5 day a week.. I hope you don't have more sex with your lover than your own husband who work his ass off to provide your family and you repay him by fucking his "friend" in the marital bed! You conniving fucking w****.  The feeling of betrayal, the shock and humiliation, the anger at being cheated on and lied to and treated with such, such contempt. Without counting that your lover's cock is bigger that your poor hubby and that the sex is amazing.. He will probably feel inadequate and emasculated. His ego, pride, will be injured or totally shattered. And you think that he starts to be suspicious.. If you want to keep your family and to have a chance.. to save your marriage before he found out by himself and that he do something really harsh or even violent or divorce you and kick you to the curb (because clearly you deserve it) Stop your affair before more damages, No contact remove this snake of your life. Tell your husband or carry this secret to the grave. But you know that the right thing to do is to tell him, if you still have an ounce of respect for your husband you will tel him, not to get rid of your guilt but because you love him, respect him and to have a healthy relationship based on honesty and trust, no more lies. To give him the chance to moving on with his life. So if you tell him be ready to all sorts of emotions and help him to heal. Good luck.

Cheating skank.

You're a perfect example of what a filthy no good Whore is which there are many low life pieces of shit women like you everywhere now unfortunately.

What a filthy whore...i hope you get a particularly aggressive strain of HIV. And learn proper English.

I cheated

You should tell him. That is the only way he can kick your cheating arse to the curb, whore.