My boyfriend of two years had been attending university with me as long as I'd known him. He's incredibly smart but this year his financial aid was withdrawn so he dropped out for the semester in order to save money. He lives an hour away but has no car and his parents hate me so I can't visit him. 

I haven't seen him in a few weeks and yesterday a guy friend of mine (who is most likely romantically interested) asked if I wanted to hang out for the day. 

I was feeling lonely and this guy is actually one of my good friends. I called my boyfriend and like usual he didn't answer so I didn't tell him about my plans. Later me and my friend decided to go to the movies. And when we got to the theater my boyfriend finally responded. I told him I was going to the movies and he assumed I was with one of my girlfriends. I didn't correct him and I turned my phone off until later that night. 

I knew my boyfriend, who I Knew had my I pad and could see all my messages from the day, would figure out I was with a guy but I didn't think it would be a big deal. Later that night when I remembered to the. My phone on he answered my calls crying and told me he couldn't trust me anymore and that I really hurt him. I dont know what to do.

He said there was too much going on with his family for me to come see him for even a few minutes last night. I feel like garbage. I just wanted to relax for a day. I lied and I really fucked up and I have no idea how to fix this.