My wife and I have been together for 18 years.. Sex gets boring honestly and I have cheated multiple times and I believe she has cheated before marriage also... In efforts to spice things up I bought her multiple dildos all larger than I am because I know she likes to watch porn of massive cocks so it was only obvious that's what she fantasize about.. Also I find that weird because I have a big dick.. My dick is a 1/4 inch under 8 inches but it's FAT.. So fat that I need Magnum condoms because the regulars hurt.. Now why would a woman that has a big dick at home fantasize about an even bigger dick?... clearly greed right?... So anyway, while using these huge toys I realized how much I liked seeing another dick fuck the shit out of her.. I usually do all the work and take turns with 5 different dongs my arms be worn out because I like to pound her and she loves it too.. We didn't stop there, we started texting each other our fantasies and I even go as far as finding big dick pictures and send them to her and ask what would she do with them.. Over text she talks freely and I fucking love IT. I screenshot her responses and save them for the times I want to masturbate alone,. Is that weird?? Now I WOULD NEVER LET ANOTHER GUY FUCK MY WIFE!! My ego is to big and I love her to much... She loves this and it totally spices things up and we both agree it's just fantasy talk that's it!!!.... Going back to me cheating.. I cheated because I thought she did, it made me feel better but while cheating I realized how stretched out my wife is due to my fat dick!.. The girl I cheated with made me cum so fast and that's because it was so tight!.. IMO that's probably why my wife likes the longer dicks because we've lost that NEW tight feeling.... That concerns me as well... Thoughts???