I have been in a relationship for 10 yrs, 2 years into it i discovered he had been seeing someone else. We broke up i forgave him about 10 months later. Over the yrs things had been good but had a few doubts, without proof it was just that doubts. Few occasions things were said to me i confronted him but all i got was shouting screaming swearing and verbal abuse. At times got told im mad, its all in my head, called a bitch, spat at, hit in the face, cause he had insulted my dead mother and i had gone to fight him. Things got worse, arguements, mental abuse.... During this time i visited the clinic to be told i had herpes, given to me by him. When i confronted him was told "im sorry i didn't want to lose u, I've had it since i was 14" my heart dropped. Im 36 with one chikd, had 5 sexual partners and now the closest person to me had given me a disease i cant rid off, my heart broke. For months i felt dirty, used, betrayed, hurt, depressed wondering how i could ever move on, who would love me, how do u deal with knowing u have been given a disease for life. To add to my heartache i discovered he had been sleeping with someone else and gotten her pregnant.. I felt weak at times wanted to just give up, when i discovered his cheating and lies, mentally it broke me, all the abuse, calling me mad, a bitch, a cunt consistently and all along he had been cheating. The girl lost that child, knowing about his herpes everything, stayed with him. He continued to cry and weep to me, all the words and tears, he wanta to come home, begging for a chance, even convinced me to meet and talk with him. Then 2 days later i discover she's 2 months pregnant, he telling me he dont want it but i listened to him as she put him on loud speaker saying different.