I'm a 41 yr old married man with 3 children. I have been married with my for 10 years and everything is well. The issue is that my wife doesn't like oral. I love to give and receive and she dislike both. I love her so much that when we were dating it didn't matter. I have been craving it lately so I went online about a year ago. Soon I started talking to a married woman who happen to live less than a mile from me. We hit it off right away. She told me she can only have orgasm from oral which is she enjoys and I enjoy doing every time we meet. We had sex almost every week. We would go behind buildings for quickies. We had so much fun but we both know this is simply just friendship and sex. I even went to her house when her hubby traveled out of the county. A few later she was diagnose with stage 4 cancer. It was hard for me. I cried and it broke my heart. Until we can no longer see each other. We communicated through email and she thank me for being part of her life, 6 months later she pass. I have never felt this lonely in my life. I know I have my family with me but the loneliness I felt when she perish was indescribable. I am again back to where I was before I met her.