SO you are now awhore,  did he use condoms or cumm inside you, did you give him oral sex and swallow.

Stop trying to use god and church as an excuse your are now exposed to the devil

Guest  who wrotr the story  did the guys use comdoms,  did you give him oral sex  and swallow

And...if you're husband is showing concern about you not attending church regularly, he's going to find out for himself soon enough.

God is good, He loves all of us. He loved you before you made this mistake, He still loves you now. God does expect you to follow His Word. Confess your sins to one another, for give one another because your Father in heaven forgives you. There will be consequences to face here on earth, the look in your husbands eyes when you tell him for one! Better that than going to hell because of unconfessed sin. Know that I will pray for you and your husband today. 

There's no sin on this earth that God cannot forgive. We can talk about all kinds of sins but all sins can be forgiven by His grace. Look at 1 Corinthians and you'll know that the early church had problems as well. I would say take it to God and move on, keep going and don't look behind you. Remember when Jesus spoke to the woman caught in adultery, Jesus only said "I don't condemn you" and "Go and sin no more." He also said to the religious folk "He that is without sin among you, cast the first stone." So acknowledge it for what it is, put it behind you, and move on. If you're still emotionally struggling with this man, you may want to consider seeing a counselor to deal with it in a healthy way. Take care of yourself. 

Don't worry about the people whom are pretending to be religious and are condemning you. They seem to have forgotten "Judge not that you be not judged."  This is the internet, and the world is filled with Internet tough guys.

What you've done is very harmful to yourself and your husband. It sounds like the other guy is using you, but that you are eager to be used. Please pray that God will help you find a solution. Personally, I recommend  that you break all co tact with the other guy now. That means all contact. That means ALL contact.

You've caused a lot of t of harm.  You are not an evil person, but you have done an evil act. I recommend that you get counseling right away. Probably either get a secular counselor, or go at least 50 miles away to get religious counseling. Ultimately, you will have to decide to tell your husband or not. If you feel that you can devote yourself to him for the rest of your life, you are best off not to tell him. Just be loyal and devoted to him. If you feel that you might stray again then you must tell him everything. Try to wait a few weeks or more before talking with him about this.

 You Will be in my prayers.

Thanks for sharing. Now go and fix it. Suggest that you pastor may assist.

I agree 100% with ALF on this one.  There is no G-O-D about you, you're more D-O-G.

*woman

  If your not a Christian  this ain't for you. To the " christian  " saying judge not or be judged. Do you read the bible or do you just skim through it. The bbile is clear on 1 cor 6:9. It not a person judging  but the word of God. If the bible says adultery  is wrong then guess what geniuses, it's wrong. But only if you go by Bible standards which clearly  you don't. Jesus did forgive in john 8 but you leave out the part where he said go and sin no more. This women clearly is still enjoying  as she stated her sin. Jesus knew her life and why she did what she did. The bible doesn't  mentioned  it but Jesus had a clear picture. This women has a good man( In her own words ) and is enjoying  her sin and you sir are a fool to tell them to go to a secular counselor. Seek first the kingdom  of God. Marriage is to be open, loving and patient in all matters. What cereal  box did you get you bible knowledge  from. She clearly  is enjoying  her sin.

It is good that you stopped lying to your family. Now you have to accept responsibility. You want mercy? Then get on your knees and bare your neck to your husband. What does that mean? It means that you mortally wounded your marriage and family. You stuck a knife right in your husbands heart. Everyday he sees you, he will remember the pain, thanks! The only thing you can do to make this right is to give him the power and freedom to do what he has to do to heal. That means, offer him his freedom from you without reservations. That means, if he wants a divorce you walk away, give him the kids and ALL the marital assets. If you trust in Jesus, you don't need them anyway. Bare your neck, and let your husband decide your fate, his fate and your families fate. Oh yeah, and be willing to publically denounce your lover who dragged you into this evil, destructive sin fiiled life! Open the wound and clean it out or the infection will kill everyone involved!

To: The hug lasted,

I was once in a relationship with a woman that I cared (and always loved), for so so so so so, dearly. We dated for almost 2 decades, and she was the most beautiful thing I've ever laid my eyes on, still to this day. I like to think that I stole her heart  the first time I cook for her, because she had my heart from that day forward.  

Now, as time went by we ended up traveling, all over the world, always on the go... it was awesome! I couldn't ask for a better companion. She was the best during some of our long drives (sometimes I would pass out on her), during those long road trips. I know I know, I should have stayed up and kept you company. 

I'm sorry, but for the record... thank you for not getting upset with me. 

We also traveled and hung out with a special group of friends, and we enjoyed our "Kickback Crazy" outrageous, one-of-a-kind moments (in which I'll always cherish). Shit, I couldn't even ask for anything more, a good woman, a good life, and some awesome friends! 

But they were stealing from me, that was bothering me, why would they do that? I trusted them so much, that is until I finally told myself, hey... these fuckers are stealing from me! I didn't even realized it, it wasn't like, they had this planned going, this plan that was all set up, right? I kept saying to myself... Friends wouldn't do that? No way!  

Eventually, I had to put a stop to it, so I decided to talk to my girl. She always had my back (and vice versa), I always opened up and explain problems - things that would bother me at times, but she never hesitated when it came to me. She was always a good listener, and I always, always took into consideration any advice, views and opinions from her.

Now how was I going to explain this to her, this little dilemma I'm having... and now I feel so awkward. Can you believe they were stealing, like being robbed by my next door neighbors, literally. I hung out with them almost everyday. The sad part was that I trusted them, all of them so much.. For the first time I lost trust in some friendships that I  cared for and valued...

They stold items from me, and hopefully I can get them return back soon. Please pray for me everyone! All these items are very very very precious, damn priceless, and valuable to one's life, and in fact, I need these  items  everyday, to keep me sane, to keep me alive, to keep me going, to keep me having hope and and feeling wanted... in my everyday - in life.  Now feeling numb at times, their thoughts sicken and discuss me... I can't help it though I feel some form of betrayal... so I wrote up a whole list of everything that was taken, and then I asked my girl nicely, if she didn't mind taking it over there, and confronting them about it.... I really didn't want to see them... not at all! Then I thanked her and she thanked me  back, I always admired, the life I had with her. So I thanked  her, (she always did favors for me), but again for doing this last favor. But really thanked her from the bottom of my heart. 

Then said to her, "Now it is time for you to go next door, so I said goodbye... as she walked away".  I then closed the door (right behind her), went into the bedroom... I got comfortable and started to lay down.... then... thinking  and said to myself, 

"there are certain things that can destroy a man's soul, one that sticks to me... is being abandoned"

Then... I took a big deep breath.... I thanked God and hope that I would not be placed in that situation ever again, God then spoke, "don't worry that'll never happen again, because you are a forgiving man and I will always forgive those, who have done you wrong". 

Then I was at peace... now it was time for me to finally confront this reality of mine, then I said bye and closed my eyes.... 

 this is what they ended up stealing from me towards the end...

1. My trust

2. Never had my back (my look out confidant)

3. The right to ask for advice

4. my right to talk to them when I had a bad day

5. My honesty

6. On moments when we disagree or agreeing on things

7. ones contacts with very old souls

8. My support network

9. my love and kindness

10. my loyalty 

11. my paradise I once had

12. my compassion 

13. my dignity

14. my rock

15. mankind's suffering leadership

16. ones honesty

17. the elects of God. 

18. last but not least, once there was a normal human, that at one point, was turned into a star-child. Well, that human was very precious to me, in fact will always be.... I would like to have this human back, if possible, but at the right moment.

Now, again they stole all this stuff right under my nose...

Just some heads up...  I... am... a... forgiving man.... 

So no one needs to worry about that part...okay?

and this is how quick they took it  just by doing one thing 

"YOU" shall "NOT" take "ANYTHING" that belongs to your "NEIGHBOR", it is  "FORBIDDEn", period period period....

I first off want to say i understand your situation. Dont let the others get too you were all human. We all sin. Yes your sin is pretty severe but david also commited adultery as god watched everything ...then he ordered his men to kill the husband of the woman he took for himself.. And god forgave him. So dont let anyone in the forum judge u or get to you. I mean thats a hard situation, just like a man has his needs so does a woman and if somebody is trying to fill that need it puts you in a very hard situation. Its hard im going through my own delima. Similar only that i really would never do that at a church but hey no judging here a church is just a place. God eyes are everywhere. He sees everything. Other than that i dont know what to tell you because im trying myself to get out of a similar situation. And i im losing it.. Losing myself. I hate the emotional rollarcoaster but i love the thrill the attention the hot sex. And i could only get it from him. 

Lol fucking at church what a joke!! U a slut that acts HOLY!! U want to be fucked by a BIG COCK and scream "Oh JESUS" tell the truth your pussy was wetter cuz u fucked in church lol

You are a 😈 Bad girl lol and a shit too 

you I hope did just stop and update please