So my boyfriend and I have been dating since May of 2013. Problem is, he doesn't live here, what I mean is he doesn't live in this country and I only see him every few years. After a couple of months of just texting, skyping, I got bored with this relationship and wondered what it's like to have other guys because I never really got to experiment with other guys because I've been with my boyfriend since 8th grade. In January of 2016, I decided to get on the app Hot Or Not and just play around because I honestly didn't think I would meet some random guy up. But then came this amazing guy who was a year older than me and he also lived here so we instantly clicked.. we would stay up late, we would hangout, and just chill. One day, I thought it would be okay if David (not my boyfriend) gave me a hickey on my neck and then try to cover it with concealer that doesn't match my skin tone and then try telling my mother that I don't want my boyfriend and then she saw the hickey and called David trashy and how I shouldn't have met him on Hot or Not.. Then I told her I didn't want my boyfriend anymore and so I tried dumping him and he begged me saying "why are you doing this?" and etc.. Me and David were only just friends but I just wanted to break up with my boyfriend because I didn't want to cheat on him with David.. So I dumped him and then got back together with him..Now I'm stuck in a situation where I'm dating both David and my boyfriend because I couldn't let David go nor my boyfriend... What should I do? I mean I do love my boyfriend but I don't feel the same as I used to about him and kinda am only with him because my mother doesn't like David and I don't think she would allow me to date David even though he lives here rather than my boyfriend who lives out of the United States.. I really need some advice... PLEAASE HELP!