I met my wife at 21 years of age in collage. We both went to USF and graduated. We married in June 12 of 2001, both of us was 25. I had Christian beliefs  and she was an atheist but despite  are difference still we were in love and happy. At age 30 we had a beautiful  baby girl. And life couldn't get much better.We moved out of  our apartment  and bought a house. That's when things went totally  wrong.  Down the road was a couple who were free spirited nice people and right away my neighbors  wife and mine got super close. My wife and I had a very open communication type of relationship. One day after we made love she told me the neighbors were swingers. The wife wanted us to join. I said absolutely not. She was angry because I shot it down immediately with out giving thought and she didn't  talk to me for 2 days. when we finally  talked I asked why. Was I  that bad in bed. Did I not satisfied  her. She said no. I was very good but the thought of it seemed very exiting and she wanted to experience  things before she got old. I told her I was not going  to do it and if she wanted to stay married she would end not only the thought but the relationship  between  her and her friend.  Through much thought we both agreed. 6 months later she said she was going to her sisters to  visit. An hour after she left her sister shows up to visit. She asked were my was was at. I told her she went to see you. Her sister was confused  because my wife new she was out of town and just got home. My heart dropped and I asked my sister in law to watch the baby. I had a suspicion and went to the Neighbors  down the block. I was praying the whole time saying please let me be wrong.  As I got there I saw lots of vehicles parked. I sneaked through the back door and there I was in  the middle of an orgy. It didn't  take long before seeing my wife riding a guy while having a penis in her mouth. She looked at me froze and I just walked away. She followed  me home crying asking for forgivness. After a month we worked it out. I was destroyed  and found it hard to trust her but gave a shot. 3 months after I get a call from. the doctors  to show up. When I arrived the doctor walked me to the office and sitting down was my wife crying on a nurses shoulders like a baby. I was scared and asked what was going on. 

                                                                                        for those who live this life style

  The doctor told me she had the Aids virus. I needed to be tested he said. There was list of people she had mentioned ad  they were contacted so they could be tested. A week later I got my result. I am Positive. I cried and yelled at her. I almost beat her but my dad was there to stop me. I told her to leave the house and she did.  Month later she called. She apologized over and over. It wasn't  helping  me to stay mad even though I wanted to kill her ( litterally) She was so distroyed and we spoke almost everyday.  She was depressed could never stop crying. She asked herself why was she was so foolish  and even said when the orgy was over she felt empty.  skip  the already long story to 2008. Her guilt and her shame was so bad she ended her life and left me a letter. The saddest letter ever. Now it's  just my daughter  and I. Think before you cheat.